Thursday, March 1, 2012

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Another 5 am post , some co-incidence this is.

But situation is very very different now , vastly different.
Now i am WORKING (seriously :P no pun intended here ) and still , this one's a 5 am post.
Don't know why but i do feel like good when i tag this one too as a 5am post.(the free spirit ain't dead yet , not so soon O "real world" )

I will tell about my experiences at this "new life" in the "real world".

1) Can you believe it , the Quizzing spirit has resurrected and oh boy , how well !
After almost 4 years of a long lost hiatus , i got a break at ndtv quiz which by the way i did lose
but to my own nervousness to the 10 hassling-revolving-in-your-face cameras than to a good question.
and then began the journey at our own corporate quiz club which is coming up really well with some real passionate fellow 'quizards'.
(and for the nostalgic part: Sometime when i was in class 9th , i was one of the few with the newly formed dps bokaro quiz club )
And people still debate on whether life is a full complete circle :D

2) As for any corporate noob , you hear the jingles of moronotic words which will beat the crap out of you atleast for the first few times
and after a zillion calls and meetings , (i.e. if you still survive) you will be one of them.(Problem Solved and True story :P )

3) I have started playing all the games i can lay my hands on.
To start with the most regular and one game which i truly love other than cricket :
Tennis(and Lawn tennis NOT table tennis). Cricket , a game so frivolosly fanatically followed in this one part of the world
and me being one of the proud victim ,
i play it sometimes on saturday mornings (well did i say morning ? Guess , i did and Times are surely changing then :D ).
Tried table-tennis and basketball too , which luckliy i quickly realized was not invented for me.

4) As part of the CSR (corporate social responsibility) [ told already , these jargons are affecting even me :P] , even i went a couple of times to bring smiles
to not-so-fortunate kids which indeed went well . Albeit you can still sense that feeling of detachment like for e.g. the distribution of 10rs potato chips packet
and a mineral water bottle to the kids who drank the mineral water as some Hot Shots would have had vintage wine. So even though they could have done better than that ,
atleast there was an intent , a real intent to help and most of the times , its enough :)

4) Oh wait ! i did mention i was 'working' .So about work - Its paying my bills so really , no complaints on this part for sure.

5) And yeah !!!
living in a metro ,apartment hunting , going to office with the haggling traffic , A fat-wallet-to-empty-wallet by the month end , the feeling that you just can't do anything just for the heck of it ,
the eternal yearning for weekend - these all are experiences which you may not even notice after some period (read : getting more work ex ) but its still some experience which doesnt deter you from enjoying the
good times and eventually , they all help. (Proof : remember , its still a 5 a.m. post by a working man ).
P.S. Grammar freaks! Do excuse the punctuation and formatting at a few places (C'mon what do you want from a guy who is up all night :P )


Friday, October 16, 2009

AfterThoughts

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And Barack Obama gets a nobel .. for what
neyws some lines which i wrote in the System Prog class..

God's very own child ,
left in lurch
while he was romanticizing with destiny,
what he was robbed of was fate ,
and that was the final nail ..when God said "yes"
when even a nod would have done it ..

He was not berated nor savaged ..
but the road ends over here ,
Probably this all is a part of redemption,
getting rid of life was his salvation,
He was never an atheist ,
but even the cogitated mind couldnt answer "why"

and the thoughts were enough for a shudder,
sweats mixed with tears are not that salty though
His life now stands vitiated.
he wasnt debased ,
and the whole of tumult ended..
sshh.. someone's sleeping..


Signing Off !! happy reading guys

Monday, April 20, 2009

A "low" Five for these fives..

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its 5.30 in the morning and am yet to sleep largely because i woke up at 5 ..(dont get me wrong ,'twas of the evening ) ....
As for a day after sessional ..and yeah!! it was pretty boring...(well unless you are one of those cribbling committed souls ,sunday afternoon is kinda boring and induces sleep...good for Insominacs like me :) ) ..
I am here scribbling rather typing because i dont wanna study for my Dbms lab viva today ..
and yeah ! am going to write about something which i always thought ,i should but never did..
I promise this one is going to be crazy atleast it would have some people likening me to push their fingers up my nose (whoa !!nice imagery )
Five Things i dont like about manipal..
1. Pabla ...(p.s. our diro is now not wid us ...still )
2. Couples saving some bucks ...and using the library for quite a "meaningful purpose".
3. GPL at my birthday ...( God !! i had a back which when displayed would have been for commercial purposes for the Indian National Congress)
well btw Shania Twain is also gud with a light hearted song "that dont impress me much "
i feel like humming but for my rummie whuz slpn like evry1 else ..so i vl save it for an empty room..
4. Excessive drinking ( God this has got me enraged me so many times ...why the hell do you drink when you cant handle it and have to depend on someone else to dump you to your room and what if you he dumps you on a dustbin or sideways and you remain there ..wtf )
(P.S. I have seen people going out with their gfs n then gettin high (read :talli ) and their (respective :) )gf's escorting them ....)
well umm... i had a pretty tough time when i had a friend at upper berth while on the return journey to home...
and with him and his 250 ml of vodka spilling beans enough to show his unarbitrated state.
5. The Fakeness in everything - Well this is not exactly specific to manipal but i found it over here just as i happned to live here..
where the world is so sweet ,talks so good ,people so awsome (p.s. all these when you are there with them )
Scene 2 : ...Action..( you are nowhere in the picture ) and it starts with a !@##$ salutation to you and your friends cribbing about what they had would have loved to do to you given a chance...
well sometimes the scene 2 is replaced with the poison laced sweetness ...so the sooner one realises ,the better ...
this is kinda good ..it prepares you for the world you had been impatienly waiting to conquer
...thy world...
but there has been an impediment ...now even am a "faker"(i dont know whether this is a valid word as per the english dictionaries or not but i vl take it as part of a blogger's freedom ) and the worse part am enjoying it too....got to be shortlived ( good for me i guess ).
signing off......Happy Reading!!!!!!

A gaze at the lost Star

The nights are turning to dawn ...
Sun still very much on the other side
the cold is shivering ..
the feet are too lazy to move
and my head pretty numb

and am still wondering ....
wait a minute ...
am bereft of any thoughts ..
am devoid of any senses
as if am conjured by some occults

And still i envision you
was it you ...oh my dear !!!
was it you for real ?
or was it one out of my insomnia
i do not know how ...

People say angels die early
because he needs them for this world
but still some angels are left out
because a lesser mortal needs him more than the God
because he loves her more than anybody else ever would

But no longer ..he was bereft of her .
She failed to see beyond my eyes,
she failed to read beyond what my lips uttered ,
she failed to see my trail of tears,
She failed to hear what my words said ,

Henceforth I lie in this cot for days.
And now my life is no longer split into days and minute,
its into moments with her and without her
I lie here devoid of my life .
I breathe but donot live , I speak but without voice.

if life is this worse then death would have been better ,
but i wont die...i donot wish to remain in oblivion
but am not going away..devoid of you

I am not dying ...am alive ...
although am choking ...still i am not dying
am breathing ...am alive ...
am not dying ...am alive ...am waiting...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Hope you had the time of your life !!!!


"Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life."

I am in awe of these lines from the time 
when i first heard the song "time of your life " by greenday .

Well !! you can gauge my likeness for this particular song 
from the very fact that this song is my ringtone too..
(wasnt that a bit personal :) ).

I don’t know why should i write a review or analysis kind of thing for this song  .
but still am doing it ...and i am lest left ignorant and the legendary “i don’t know “.

The best of all "fork stuck in the road " which  so silently signifies 
the problems or maybe unwanted, uninvited situations in your life 
from which you had always wanted to run away and hide your face in obscurity
but then it doesnt always travel the way you had liked it to be ..
and then it forces you into circumstances where you have two choices to make 
either you try your way out 
Or you accpet the situation and then do watever u could do in the best possible way ..

"so make the best of this day "
and even after all the pains endured ..
the sacrifices made ...tears shed ..
but shouldnot ask why ?
because it was never a question but 
a lesson you had to learn whether you ever yearned for it or not (it doesnot matter )
Afterall it does boil to something called "destiny "
as someone rightly put it as 
"Destiny is a matter of lotsa chance "

but at the end .......it gotta be alright ...
just hoping that this was the "time of your life "......
a time which has changed the seconds ,
redefined questions with no answers ,
reignited the urge to live and to live beautifully ,
changed your frivolous attitude :

So that your dreams are never lonely again ....
So that you are no longer choked by thoughts 
So that you no longer spend your nights staring at those lonely walls ..

so that you never have your life split into time 
but time into life and that time shall be the "time of your life "....